New Attitude

Something good is going to happen to me today. I can trust God and I do not have to worry. Coming from a person who likes having control in just about every aspect of life... this is no easy thing for me, but I decided to stop making excuses. I don't need to worry because God is going to work this out for the good. I've always known that there is power in your words, but I thought my thoughts were a different story. I would speak positively, but than I would imagine the worst. No wonder I haven't been content in the past! I have a new way of thinking because why not find joy or the good in every or any situation I may be in? I don't want to look back and think how depressed I was simply because I decided to focus on what hasn't happened.

I thought by the time I was 24 I would for sure be married with a baby or at least one on the way. No question in my mind about it. Since this has been a huge desire of mine ever since I was a little girl playing house, it has been a hard thing for me to swallow that it has not happened for me...yet. Man plans his course, but God directs his footsteps. Since my understanding is not the same as God's, I will hold tight and enjoy life and be thankful. No matter where I go, no matter what happens to me and no matter what obstacle I face I will remember that I am more than a conqueror through Christ who gives me strength.